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“Sorry, I’m not ready 4 commitment and my heart is empty..I will be regret for letting go a great guy like u”

Well, 2 la lebih kurang ayatnya yg dia post kat wall FB ak..Bla pk2 blk, ap alas an bodo la yg dia bg ak..Komitmen sme cam chess, If u want 2 win that game, u will try ur best 2 get the winner title, but once u get bored u will left the game without thinking about ur ‘contender’s’ feeling..Dalam situasi ak ni, ak sme cam chess.. Hanya tnggu utk ‘dikalahkan’ oleh ‘permenang’ so in the end ‘pemenang’ 2 akan enjoy the winning moment and really2 appreciate it..Tp dlm kes ak, bnda 2 x jd, cr dia main ‘chess’ sblom jmpa ak, pnoh smangat, x kira ap strategi tough pn dia dpt kalah kan, satu persatu ‘askar2’ ak kalah di ‘medan perang’, n bila dah jmpa ak ‘black queen’ dia mula goyah n dah start 2 get bored serta terdapat ‘kingdom’ len utk 'dimenangi' di ‘medan perang baru’, in the end dia just left the game dengan meninggalkan ‘the white king’ lonely n hidop ngan pnoh sengsara lepas dia berjaya ‘telan’ semua yg ad di ‘medan perang’ 2..So the ‘White Kingdom’ telah menjadi Negara yg penoh duka dan menganggap permainan 2 1 permainan yg sia2..

Alasan komitmen yg aku terima amat la klise n lame..Time mula kenal, dia kemain lg semangat menunjukkan effort utk kenal ak., siap tanya aku, ‘what type of person r u looking 4 2 be ur soulmate?’ ‘I’m a student, is it ok 4 u?’ ak pn jawab ‘commitment is a big issue in a relationship, but as long as we can understand each other and do have give and take so it shouldn’t be a problem’..then bla dia dgr 2 dia pn bersetuju utk enjoy n teroskan the ‘love ride’ ngan ak. BUT, npe lpas dia jmpa aku tros dia hilang trust in relationship cam mane sblom ktrg jmpa..HELLO?burok sgt ke rupa ak?mcm Tocara? Terok sgt ke gaya ak?mcm Jamaica Mistake?, burok sgt ke rambut ak kejong pacak je memanjang? n terok sgt ke adab ak time jg org skt?..entahlah, well done 4 u kerana memaparkan lakonan yg mantap malam 2..teramat2 mantap, serious!!layak dapat award n standing ovation..tp mantap utk pelakon kategori gred E lah ye..Hey, even though I’m not a mind reader,but I can read signs..!! klu dia mmg btol2 ad komitmen, ak still blh tunggu,sabar n memahami..komitmen ap sgt yg smpai dia lepaskan ak?komitmen utk cr mr. truly right? Sblom start the ‘lovegame’ kemain lg dia main smbil ttp mata, konpiden that I’m the mr right..lpas jmpa teros main sambil bukak mata n now I was entitled as mr.bye bye baby goodbye..

Anyway, thanks to u 4 making me hard 2 move on..I know I should move on.. the hardest 2 swallow is, dia kwn ngan ak pn xnak..leh nmpk x ikhlas melayan, tros tkt ngan ak..come on la..dr situ leh nmpak yg ko 2 btol2 “perfume Emporio Armani Danau Kota”..menjanjikan yg terbaik,once bla ‘ak pkai’ ‘wangi’ kjap je, lame2 ‘hilang’!!..So for those yg selalu menggunakan alas an yg same as ur ‘escape window’, please think twice..Ingat karma, even though it won’t hit u within this time, u will get paid some day..so Mark this words!

P/s : really appreciate 4 d comment, hope leh komen pasal ‘ Adakah komitmen buat seseorg 2 minx putus, n komitmen 2 mmg komitmen yg btol, bukan alasan kosng’..bg sesape yg xde blog, leh komen kat my FB Danial Sharidffuddin..Tq so much 4 read n respon J..Thanks 2 Demi Lovato 4 keep me accompany while this post is typed..Great songs from her new album.. :D